June 9 2019
Written in 2019:
As time went on I further dehumanized and abstracted myself and the people around me. I was dealing with how awful it felt to have feelings and draw boundaries and feel the consequences of my actions. I was never really happy and I thought that I must be a creature, rejecting my humanity, to make the moves I needed to move forward.
I mean that’s just a real deep way to look at it. I have always thought of myself as lesser but the psychology of these choices that I look at from a future perspective is… fascinating. You can see how I feel all the time in these comics, man.