July 17 2019
Written in 2022:
Laws is drawn more like this than actually what he looks like. I literally have sketchbook pages from last month with him like this… posted further below.
This is the fallout of the relationship. I was not able to deal with it. Crying all over the apartment, trying to be alone to have some privacy, yelling, and just… anger. But trapped. I felt trapped. I couldn’t get away from it. There is nothing like being told that one has no right to be mad about a cheating partner because I was cheating… by writing fiction. They saw me as these dumbshit characters! They did not separate me from them! My actions were seen the same as the characters! If a character stabbed someone, I stabbed the player of that character. Gods, it was so fucked up.
