2014 #84
Written in Jan 2023:
Exploring my gender in 2014 was interesting. I was worried it would come off of as insincere, even though I had been thinking about my gender for a long, long time. I wanted to be a man as a kid. I literally dreamed about being a man, with all the man bits, and I would see myself as a man. I was sensitive about my perceived masculinity, and being pushed into feminine presentation felt outright wrong to me. Now that I’m older, I’m comfortable with my presentation because no one is pushing me to present as anything in particular. Now I wear what’s comfortable and behave as I wish. People eventually understand my nature and I officially label myself as nonbinary, and most people don’t see me as “woman”, which is what is most important to me.